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In this blog of mine, I never reveal my human side, yet.

What I'm implying by saying 'human side' is that, I never reveal these things because I think that they are quite personal, as per se relationships, personal opinions towards certain things regarding feelings and emotions...

I felt that those things are irrelevant metaphorically, as I tried to separate or distance myself away from ever writing things about them.

But now, I guess time has changed us all. Small children will grow into an adult one day...

So goes to immature minds, they will somehow through time and experience, change into a mature one, regardless of the time taken to achieve it.

As human as I am, yes,  I do have feelings, too.

Yes, I can see where this is heading. But I don't think it's wrong to still cling on and hoping, even though its prospect is bleak, but there is still that small ray of hope in the distance, that fuels this dream.

I've always been serious in things like this. It's just that I felt that the people around me never taken me seriously.

I am not putting them at fault, it's a repercussion to this image that I have built around me. The ever happy and funny person, cracking jokes and trolling around at its best among his friends and acquaintances.

And yet, there is still that person inside of me behind this mask that yearns affection, that yearns for attention and the four letter "L" word, that yearns for "the one".

Never mind that, I will wait. For good things come to those who are patient. Yes, I'll be patient regarding this matter. Yes, I will and I am able to wait.

Let's just see how this goes.

Joe Brooks-Holes Inside

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