If it is not meant to be, maybe He's got a better plan for you, then. :')

Assalamualaikum, Greetings.

I don't feel very good today. Just finished the "writer meeting session" at Sollat just now. 

No, no..it's not about the book club session. It is more of something personal that I am experiencing myself. 

And yes, I do know as a Muslim, I should express my feelings towards Him, which I'm also doing, Inshaa Allah istiqamah dan diertingkatkan lagi di masa hadapan. Pray for me ye.... 

it is inevitable that sometimes we need to put our emotions/feeling in words, then one would be relieved. So that it is somehow carved in the millions of codes embodied in the blogger servers, which one day I could read it and reminisce. 

I do sometimes have a kind of selective memory too, choosing to remember things that I might consider significant in my life, stored it away in my brain (or rather now, in this corpus of entry) for future reference and lesson, perchance? 

Yes, I'm not happy today 'cos yesterday I uncovered something which disturbed me...well, as for now I could say that all of the efforts, I know it's not much, but then again...when the other party is not playing her part as well in return, somehow my enthusiasm for it fades away slowly..and came to a halt yesterday. 

I saw that post yesterday and when I checked today..voila! Gone. Perhaps she deleted it - my good conscience would say..but based on my (little) experience, she may have hidden it, that maybe her close friends aje that could view whatever they are doing there, freely. 

It's like getting a slap in the face. Reality sets in. Finally I told myself, "well Adam, maybe it is not meant to be after all...you and her"....Which is something that my cliques have told me over and over again, but over-optimistic me just ignores it and carried on. Now, I crashed....and crashed hard. 

It is now finally came...the time to move on with our lives, and if there's rezeki, our paths will intersect...and perhaps there may be that hidden something.  

I need someone I can throw jokes and puns, no matter how silly/cheesy/stupid/ridiculous it is, will still laugh a sincere laugh...I need someone who I can sometimes act pathetic gila when I can't take something anymore..someone whom I am comfortable with to the extent that I could just be random without being judged.....someone who'll be there with me through ups and downs.I need someone who is intelligent; a person whom I could argue about intellectual things e.g. recent issues, political ideologies, random topics/things...I need someone who could and would plot silly trolling routines on our friends and laugh together as we proceeded.......I need a partner that is both a bestfriend and a good wife (hehe *malunye*) 

Keep on searching, then. It is the only way. No looking back from now on.

Nota kaki: 

1. Oh, for those who aren't in the know yet, Sollat is the abbreviation for my school aka faculty which stands for 'School of Languages, Literacies and Translation'. I heart my school (awww shoo cute. lol) 

2. Yes, we call them 'school' here instead of 'faculty'. In Malay, it sounds a bit mature with 'Pusat Pengajian' 

3. The food that were served after the session was good though. Eden catering kotttt. om nom nom nom :3 

4. I know I sound cheesy in this entry...but what the heck? It's my blog anyway. hehe....(gelak hambar) 

5. There's still that rather thin ray of hope anyway, kan? 

EntryPicisan: Ranting

Salam,

Ranting pokok? Ehhh~

Bukan2. ni bukan ranting sebutan BM, tapi ranting sebutan english...ala-ala membebel jugak ler.

Arakian, maka tersebutlah kisah bahawasanya saya kepinginkan....yeah, scrap that. haha!

All I wanted was a simple, quick GTA 4 game session....pastu xley login pulok.

Windows Live, Y U NO LET ME LOGIN *Y U NO meme*

Hehe tu je lah my 'ranting'. kthanksbai

EntryPicisan: The 'dangers' of online shopping

Salam,

Here's hoping that you guys feeling well and happy.
I for one, Alhamdulillah ok je setakat ni.
Right.
I was in the middle of my assignment when I got stuck and needed something to distract me thus resting my mind for a while...and this idea popped up.
Tulis je lah, kan?

The dangers of online shopping.
It is not about being scammed aka getting your hard-earned money cheated easily right out of your hands, just like taking candy from a baby.
No, it's not what this entry is about.
*even though the risk is still there, yeah..be careful ye*

I've been shopping online and selling things online since 2010, and setakat ni I haven't been cheated yet (let's hope that it never will happen kan) and I for one, of course la tak pernah cheat orang...betul tak??
*tak baik menipu, sedangkan panas dunia pun tak tahan. Woha!*

And if I'm not mistaken, the first thing I got online was my nokia N95...it was quite a high risk-item la to get cheated on...the item came from Terengganu, full set no defects, still ok 'till today and I must say it's a good deal indeed.
And that's where everything started.

You see, the dangers of shopping online is that you don't even have to get off  from your desk.
You can just open your laptop, and in a jiff, you're there!
And when you've got that bit of "extra money", macam nak jugak tengok bebarang yang ade kan.
Mula-mula online window shopping...then impulsive buying habit pun mula la masuk.
Heck, even my current phone pun I got through mudah.my.

*but that was me, dulu2. sekarang under control sikit lah. menyimpan untuk masa depan lah katakan*

Here's a tip:
-If you're buying things that are high-risk aka mahal online (e.g. handphones) it's better to get the deal done by COD (Cash-on Delivery) 'cos you can view the item first hand, meet the dealer/owner face to face. Kiranya nampak lagi ikhlas la kan kalau jumpe depan2.

-If it's a 2nd hand item, look closely at the pictures, if you're serious, you could also ask the seller to mail you extra, more detailed pic of the item

-If you're buying a new item, buy from the ones who have a physical shop (own shoplot) = ni untuk orang yang takut kene tipu or paranoid lah lol.

Last but not least, if you're thinking of throwing away things, rethink. It might get you a couple of ringgits should you decide to sell it away online.

I was having the thought of throwing away my old Sony speakers when I decided to advertise it online. Tak sampai sehari calls from potential customers pun masuk. I ended the day with some extra cash in my pocket. The dude's got a good deal, and I've got some money to go makan2.

Ends.

This is the item that I sold recently. COD je kat kfc dpn kampus.

Nota kaki: 

1. Till now, I can't keep track on how many things that I've bought online. Only the items sold. Hehe. 

2. One man's junk may be another brader's gold (eh betul ke ni? :P)